What a strange, strange trip it has been! I do not recall being born, but I remember choosing my parents. I cannot immediately tell if you intend me harm or joys, but I can see your life clairvoyantly by the simple posing of a question to me, and give you information that crosses the boundaries of time and space. I haven t correctly aligned the numbers of the lottery, yet I can solve great mysteries... Life is a strange, wondrous place. I understand it as much as you... Sometimes, sometimes a little more. Sometimes I find great comfort in Richard Bach s book Illusions: Adventures of a reluctant messiah , or the Dhammaprada, sayings of Buddha, and then there are so many years I am lost, just confounded! Sometimes I wish I could see my answers. Is it truly the pursuit, the challenge of attaining? I ll let you know when I remember. This is the first of three volumes that present the trials, tribulations and triumphs of a life being a clairvoyant medium. I choose not to change a thing.