If I Had Only Known

For years, David Mooney lived his life without God. In David's mind, he had done so many bad things that he no longer had a chance with God. What David didn't know was that God was always there, just waiting for David to come to Him. In If I Had Only Known, David Mooney offers a revealing look at his personal failures, weaknesses, and tragedies and his lifelong struggle to find the Lord. David can never shake the feeling that he is not worthy of God's love. He leaves his wife, his daughter, and his job as a schoolteacher and band director to go into private business managing nightclubs. In a world where sin and vice are king, David has no hope of changing his life. He falls deeper and deeper into sin, even becoming involved in a potential multimillion-dollar drug deal, before he realizes that he cannot continue living the way he is. David joins the army and moves overseas in an effort to right the wrongs in his life, and with the help of a few special people, David begins to turn his life around. When he returns home to the US, a series of events leads David to realize once and for all that he has been merely hiding from the truthGod has always been with him. Follow David on his inspirational walk with the Lord as he learns that God will take him as he is, flaws and all.