Pulling the Umbilical Cord - Adoption Genetic Confusion - The year I loved my Sister: Search for Identity

This is a multi-lanuguage book ENGLISH stories and GERMAN communications.
Pulling the umbilical cord is the beginning of my search for my birth family in the series The Year I Loved my Sister. Within the first pages I will explain how the Trauma of being adopted begins. I will describe effects that happen in the brain. What self-identity is and the double identity as I have learned from other doctor’s writings. I will describe my second life trauma as I was first told I was adopted and my family were killed in a car accident. I will later describe how I felt when I found out it was a lie.
This is an adoption reunion story and you will meet my half-sister Coco through our communications. Within these first pages you will experience the emotions as Coco and me immediately identify with each other as sisters. I will discuss how self-Identity is what adopted children are lacking in their life and how a hidden double identity drives the question “Why do adopted people need to find their family?” to be answered.
The next four books in the series The year I loved my Sister titled: Looking in the Mirror, Adoption Virus, Adoption Genetic Affair and Adoption Genetic Affair Blackmail will present the reader a first-hand understanding of how the trauma of being Adopted, the desire to make a genetic connection to family roots can begin, and the effects of abandonment when a child has been given up for adoption. How adopted people want to Bond with their biological family and how the biological family wants to bond with them. How the fear the baby lived when first separated from the mother can be reawakened and the Post-Adoption PTSD can represent itself 30, 40, 70 years later. How the fear of losing the new found family, when there is no understanding of the subject Genetic Sexual Attraction, will drive you to do the unthinkable things. What this lack of understanding has done to me and Coco.
I have changed all the names in the book. I have used a pen name to write the book.
At the time of the reunion I am 45-year-old. I was born in Karlsruhe Germany and was adopted by a family from California. I grew up in the San Francisco Bay Area. I am in a relationship with Joanna. We have been together for 20 years. Joanna has a son Trevor who is 20 years old.
My blood family still lives in Karlsruhe Germany. Half-sister Coco and half-brother John sharing the same mother Yvonne Liebhauser. John is 40 years old. He is unmarried and is in a relationship with Sally for the past 6 months. Coco is 38 years old. Coco is in a relationship with Antonio. They have been together for 18 years. They have a daughter Arial.