Healing Emotional Wounds: God if you love me, show me

You can understand how old wounds affect your behaviour, your relationships, and your marriage, but how do past wounds affect your relationship with God? How do you know if your spiritual life is being sabotaged?
Here s a little test.
Do you fear the future?
Do you fear not having enough?
Do you struggle with believing God loves you as a unique person even when you walk away?
Do you have difficulty feeling God s love at your emotional level?
Do you find it an effort to spend time with Jesus, and can t seem to grow spiritually?
These struggles are symptoms of emotional wounds.
It was while I was in the deepest, darkest place of depression that I cried out-
God, who are You?
God, if You love me, show me.
God, why didn t You protect me?