Step Through the Door: Uncensored

In April of 2014, I was so depressed that I could barely drag myself out of bed every morning. I had managed to overcome a twelve-year alcohol addiction seven months prior thinking it would make my life better, but nothing had changed. My marriage was in shambles, and I didn t have a dime in savings. I had been to the hospital emergency room twice within a six-week period, after which I went through testing for Multiple Sclerosis with a positive diagnosis. Life was more horrible than I ever imagined, and I couldn t fathom it getting any better. To make matters worse, I had a barely-2-year-old daughter. I was riddled with guilt for bringing her into the world, and wanted nothing but to spare her from the life of hell that I was certain her father and I would create for her. I planned to kill both myself and my daughter within a few days to finally put an end to the unbearable misery that had gone on for far too many years, and to stop the hellish pattern from repeating itself with my daughter. The night before I was to execute my plan, the Universe stepped in, and I decided to try an experiment. What has happened since has been nothing short of miraculous, and I am now hoping that my story will inspire others to transform their lives.