The Silent Cries

Once upon a time there was a child whose life was so painful and traumatic, she chose to block out and forget every bad thing that had ever happened to her, and to create a different reality--one that she could cope with. The horrific abuse started at a very young age, so she was able to create pretend children (parts) inside and all the bad things happened to them--not to her. Although there was a "pretend" world inside of me, this book is not a fairytale but a true story of the rest of my journey--a journey that started with the book, "My Tears Fall Inside". "The Silent Cries" helps the reader gain a better understanding of the complexity of dealing with MPD or DID (Multiple Personality Disorder or Dissociative Identity Disorder). It offers an unusual opportunity to glimpse inside the private mind of a person with many "parts" and it shares the various perceptions of how these parts viewed the outside world versus their inside world. It also shows how eventually, the various parts of my personality learned to work together. While this book gives some specifics about what actually happened to me, it omits the goriest details of my horror so the reader can hopefully gain insight, inspiration, and hope in my happy ending. My therapist once told me the abuse I suffered was the worst thing that could happen to any person in this life. He said this because I not only lived through physical and emotional torture, but also mental and spiritual torture through the intense brainwashing of the Satanists. With that fact in mind, it is my wish that you who read my books will gain a greater understanding of your own trials and a hope that no matter how bad your life may be at this time, you can come out on the other side and lead a happy and successful life.
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