I ROLLED THE DICE AND WALKED AWAY: I QUIT GAMBLING AND HIT THE JACKPOT IN THE GAME THEY CALL LIFE

I use to go to gamblers anonymous meetings, in search for answers on ‘‘if it was possible to stop gambling and live life like a ordinary human being’’, I also had one to one sessions with a multiple gambling councilors, on and off for 5 years, none of this worked for me, and I could not understand how other people were able to stop gambling and not me, why was I so different, what is it that makes me so special that I cant stop but others can, what is it that I am doing wrong, I turn up every week, try and take in as much advice, knowledge and tips from everyone there, but nothing seemed to register in my brain.