Marriage Mysteries and Dimensions Beyond: Journey towards Harmony and Bliss

Marriage Mysteries and Dimensions Beyond However, I had an experience during the act of sex many years ago. Once after making love we remained in the same position for an hour or so. I was totally aware. For me it was the taste of Samadhi. I was very tranquil. Suddenly my wife woke up from this state and she felt I was trying to arouse her Kundalini energy. To this she objected. Apparently she rejected the state. That time a thought came to mind. If she had allowed the experience she would have been enlightened that very moment. But she rejected. And very strongly I felt now she will have to go her way and our ways are different. This I did not tell her. After that incident our marriage relation shattered. I had to create a situation to come out of the relation. I thought if I create a situation for her to be aware that I have an affair it will be easy for exit from the relationship. A woman can tolerate anything but not next woman. In the beginning we maintained occasional relationship. However eventually it slowed and finally it completely stopped. With this the affair that I consciously created, too ended because the very purpose of the affair was to come out of the marriage relation. And therefore there was no need. To me it was a divine play. Since then she is quite antagonistic about me. All around she goes on telling the people that we are not together and that I have illicit relations as so on. In the beginning it was unpleasant and as I spoke to you it never bothered. I continued my way of meditation. I never spoke of this though I understood the play. But now I need Master, you to throw light on this aspect and in this light how one can transcend beyond biology through marriage.