How to Make Love Die: A Voyeur's Confession

My name is Jack, and this is the true story of the erotic, voyeuristic, and emotional aspects of my marriage to Tracy, my wife of the last 16 years. I'm not really a writer as you'll soon discover. I don't know shit about character and plot development. I don't do much about setting the scene. I did help with a newsletter once and have written some documentation. So if this seems like a technical description, well, it is. Have you ever wondered what people REALLY think as they struggle with sexual relationships? Or what REALLY happens in a marriage challenged by a ménage a trois, and then a cheating spouse? If so, you're probably a voyeur and may be interested in this story. Otherwise, it may contain more than you want to know. I've written things most people never admit. I think of it as a very biased and subjective anthropological study. This book was written from my direct observations and feelings as well as others comments to me at the time. A few identifying details are changed. The rest is true. This is not the story of my marriage or its challenges. There are lots of other issues. This is the story about the romantic, erotic, and sexual adventures that are woven through the good and bad parts of my time with Tracy. I'm simply trying to understand who felt what and why. I've also tried to convey the erotic experience as I perceived it. The sex may not be as graphic as some of the stories you've read on porn sites, but it's all real.