Ruminations on the Ontology of Morality (a philosophical novel): An Academic novel and thesis with footnotes

This is a philosophical novel that was my Master's degree thesis. A philosophy instructor in Bangkok Thailand upon his wife's death ruminates on the ontology of morality while high on drugs and through the delusion of his churlish muse, his deceased wife reincarnated as a gecko The Arkansas Gazette writes, "Twenty-six poems make up this first published book by Steven Sills, 26, of Fayetteville. Sills' vision is often a dark one. He writes of the homeless, the abused, the forgotten people. He is also intrigued with the mystical, the sensual, loss--as in losing those whom we hold dear, such as a spouse or lover--as well as the lost, such as someone who is autistic, who seems unreachable. Sills' skillful use of the language to impart the telling moments of a life is his strength. He chooses his words carefully, employing a well-developed vocabulary. He is thoughtful about punctuation, where to break lines and when to make a new stanza. He's obviously well versed in "great" literature. Sills' command of language helps to soften the blows of some of the seemier passages found in his poems. Seamy may not be the best word to use. Perhaps gritty is a better word or just plain matter-of-fact and to the point..."