Hypo Full Of Love: Love is the Antidote to my Nemesis Depression Personalty Disorders

HYPO FULL OF LOVE Love is the Antidote to my Nemesis Depression Six months ( 21/12/2012 - 21/07/2013) in the life of an ex Rocker Who partied hard through the late 70's, 80's, 90's got caught up in a world of drugs, sex, motorcycles, alternative culture. Trying to secure a career as a Song writer - Guitarist, Artist, Night club owner, while being a single dad and junkie All of this was written about in my first book An autobiography called People call ya crazy when ya talk like that. And now, after fifteen years "clean"! from class A bondage I find myself at the age of 53, in therapy and completely Lost in Space. So, I thought I would put finger to keypad and write about in-depth The ins and outs of living without drugs !! and with, Depression, Anxiety, Social Phobias, Agoraphobia etc I want to tell you the reader how it is living with the Black Cloud (As I refer to it) This book is not a kiss and tell on sex and drugs But a mundane groundhog day to day in the life account of living with the aftermath of drugs and how I got to this stage in my life I like to think, that in writing this book, you the reader will get a true insight into how depression etc, effects people. And how living with these and other issues can be as hard as hiding them in a Fantastical world of self abuse, and an existentialistic free thinking view on life P.S. There is no happy ending. I have purposely left in delusional ramblings and spiritual falsehoods. I ended this book before finalising my therapy sessions while purposely leaving it open ended. As I think life is …. Open ended !! And a Fukin great big "Hypo Full of Love" is sometimes just wot the Doctor ordered !! CHILLAX AND GOOD MENTAL HEALTH TO YOU ALL STEVE BASTADO AKA SPEED MACHINE F.T.W.