"Tiekiedraai" in 31 days

“Fifty meters of darkness, pulling me in. This is it! Third time lucky as they say. I look up at the tension filled skies, and shout: “Let me go, I am worthless, this is all I ask!” The thunder is my only answer as it roars and I am preparing to leap forward to plummet into permanent darkness.” ° ° ° In “Tiekiedraai” we venture into a 31 days quest with the author not only to find the Afrikaner in a Zulu South-Africa but also a relationship with God and on this quest we see the effects that Culturalism and Corruption have on all cultures and the signs of the beginning of another apartheid era dawning on sunny South-Africa. Each day brings forth a new lesson in life and history is accompanied with a recipe that compliments, as well as, celebrates that day. After 3 failed suicide attempts the message must definitely be clear: that it’s time to revisit the outlook you have on life. To make a complete 360 degree turn on your attitude in life and your relationship with God and in order to do just that the author had to go on a journey of self-discovery not just in himself but also his Afrikaner culture and the effect of the NEW APARTHEID'S ERA in South-Africa and what effect this has on his own outlook in life. There`s no easy “how to fix depression" advise in this book but rather the brutal honesty of the consequences of what a failed suicide attempt really has on your life and how it was all avoidable in the first place. It`s the authors wish that you learn from his mistakes and flaws, as he is learning from the current government of South-Africa`s mistakes and flaws.