My First Golden Time - Ff Fetish Golden Shower Erotica

My kinky turn on, my first golden time with someone else was with a girlfriend...

Excerpt:
, I was off to my freshman year in college and my first time away from home. It started out ok but got rocky before long. My roommate was asking 2 or 3 nights a week if I could study in the library so she could have some guy over for sex. I did that for a couple weeks until I got sick of it and complained to the RA in our dorm. The RA was a senior named Tina who got a single room for free in exchange for taking care of minor problems and disputes. When I brought my problem to her she said well why don't you do the same thing to her. I told her indignantly that I didn't fuck that many guys. She looked at me with genuine surprise and said why not? We got into a long discussion about sex that night. She explained a lot of things but her basic premise was if it feels good who cares who fucks who? It was eye opening for me and I had a hard time disagreeing. Eventually she asked me how often I masturbated if I wasn't having sex and I told her I didn't masturbate. When she got over her shock she explained to me that the best way to learn to cum was to masturbate. And she told me where I could get books to describe masturbation and different kinds of sex.

The next day I went to an off campus bookstore to look for the books my RA had described. I was bright red with embarrassment when I brought two books to the cash register. The clerk was a woman who must have sympathized because she quickly slid them into a bag and was very discrete. I felt like I ran back to my dorm room with the books. I remember it was a Friday night and my roommate was off to a party. She asked if I wanted to go but I told her I didn't feel good. As soon as she left I pulled out the book on masturbation and started reading. It was enlightening and liberating. It made me feel like it was ok to want to enjoy sex in whatever from it took. And it helped me learn to masturbate. That night I had my first orgasm from masturbation. I remember clearly for some reason, after I came, thinking that this was just a beginning. And it was!

After that first night, I started masturbating 2 or 3 times a week. It was always at night in bed. It was probably a month or two later that I was showering, soaping myself, when I ran my hand over my clit just so. It sent a shiver through me and I knew what I wanted to do. I started rubbing myself in the shower and came fairly quickly. I was nervous that another girl might walk in but the danger of being discovered was exciting too. It sounds silly, but now I knew I could masturbate outside of my bedroom. I started getting excited by masturbating in new places. I would...